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joshua benjamen

We Can Always Up the Dosage

                        little pills

                        now bigger pills

                        ones impressed with

                        longform imprints

 

 

 

like RDY 334, APO 100,

WPI-3332, TEVA 7198

 

&

 

monthly,

 

                      suddenly compulsory injection

 

 

 

anaerobic porcelain bowl interval training

 

 

           s      i d      e       e   f    f e   c  t      s

   s      i d      e       e   f    f e   c  t      s

   s      i d      e       e   f    f e   c  t      s

                   s      i d      e       e   f    f e   c  t      s

   s      i d      e       e   f    f e   c  t      s

                                     s      i d      e       e   f    f e   c  t      s

 

after a second voluntary admission

there’s a well curated team just for you!

 

 

 

           there’s a new experimental treatment

                     we could try.

 

 

transferred between specialists

as if at dad’s on weekends

 

 

 

the story becomes

 

            unreal over so many retellings

 

                         over so many retellings

 

                                  so many retellings

you are a myth to yourself now 

 

 

 

 

something uncanny to chew on

 

 

 

                   involuntary commitment for a

                 maximum stay of ‘patient rights’

 

 

 

electrocompulsive therapy

 

 

 

 

 

 

            afternoon stroll

 

         

in the heritage garden

joshua benjamen (elleux/themme) is a multi-disciplinary artist currently residing in Tiohtiá :ke/ Montréal. benjamen negotiates their queer, non-binary, and mad/disabled identity through their unruly and uncompromising work in which their lived experience is mulled over kaleidoscopically in pursuit of liberatory narratives. Originally a musician, benjamen has recorded several full-length records and toured internationally in their tenured career and is now working on their first full-length poetry collection entitled “(RE)DYSORIENTATIONS”.

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