Marina Hope Wilson
Cafe Mogador
for Gabrielle
Winter light and tight tables,
she unbuttons and unfurls
in the chair. Leans over
the votive candle, says,
How’s my lipstick? I was
going for French Prostitute
Chic. That red smudge,
another darklit dinner. The
world a blurred background
to our every conversation.
What’s better? The basic
button down boyfriend,
a dog and a baby, a cabin in
the Catskills? The coke-snorting
waiter who screws the
yoga teacher on the side?
Better the perfect black boot.
Better the prize trip to Miami,
cheap sunburns, soft white robes,
room service french fries
and tiny bottles of Tabasco.
Better the scramble through her
living room window to the makeshift
roof deck, drinking bees knees
from pink hobnail tumblers.
Better morning drives
up Kent Avenue because
it's a good way to talk —
passing the abandoned
factories, the East River
just out of view. I swim
through a broken lake
to find the brightest word
for her. But I can't
say it out loud.
Joshua Tree
for Gabrielle
The green window is brief.
You’re lucky to find a yellow brittlebush
bouquet blooming on the side of the road.
Otherwise everything burns brown or
deep orange until a dense blue appears
where the mountain range softens in shade.
I never asked her about the desert.
If she had been here. Seen the odd
and miraculous, if slightly ridiculous trees.
Felt the prehistoric ocean
funnel the wind into her ears.
Marina Hope Wilson is the author of the chapbook, Nighttime (Cooper Dillon Books, 2024). Her poems have appeared in The Massachusetts Review, $, Bodega, Stirring, and SWWIM Every Day. She won the Rash Award for Poetry for the poem, “Origin” in 2023. Her poem, “Dilemma,” was nominated for the 2023 Best of the Net and 2024 Best New Poets Anthology. Marina lives in San Francisco with her husband, stepdaughter, and two cats, and she makes her living as a speech-language therapist.